Problem!

Hello

I wei? not what I do!

It is quite tricky.
I can not tell what exactly the f?r a gef?hl describing I w?rde it now as desire.
I long at any time after a Jungen(er_ist_11_ich_17). I think only then to him when I just good areas me, talk with others. When I go in the K?che drink me what hole or mioch shortly with some besch?ftige my thoughts wander immediately to him. I have the gef?hl if he is not "here", then I might not gl?cklich. I am experiencing Gl?ck only when I talk to him or it is enough to write alone the thought that he was thinking of me makes me already happy with him. But I have no sexual desire after him, I long for his person.
I should say vll, I don't think I'm gay, because this guy is an absolute exception and I find grunds?tzlich attractive women.

From us what is never, especially in the n?chsten 7 years!
I prefer forgotten w?rde the whole out because I can create world that none of my friends erz?hlen, I respond w?sste aren't like that.
What should I do?
I can him badly erz?hlen, what the f?r is a gef?hl f?r I him... as said he is 11 and probably not quite understand this!

I hope your k?nnt give me any advice how I should handle this situation!
I am grateful f?r any meaningful response.

Gru? Philipp

problem in partnership

Dear members,

Whilst I have currently the following problem. I am with my girlfriend for 2 years now and so slowly the problem become more and more. At the time when I met them, I've lost my whole circle of friends. Only a few friends ausw?rts of my city I had yet, with whom I could talk. That had me but didn't gest?rt. Now is merely imemr h?ufen the problems and my girlfriend is almost t?glich nru most crying, because they like to do more m?chte me but just the people to the go away are missing and I they thus alone in the discos let, which I also have no problem. Disco is so nen I thing because I never like to then went but rather quiet things made have. You are but the contrary they m?chte like dancing, and I to join but I don't want that easy. We have developed too many sec. now with time and distance ourselves more and more, especially when I see how ungl?cklich sometimes is. ?berleg I mri that it vllt better w?re if we leave and join a other addiction which that can give her I can not give it.It always says I her much give but net what most needs.

Now I ask you what to do? is it perhaps better but separated due to go?I mean I love Yes just that alone is not enough Yes.If it is really think is f?r me time after the H?lle (ps. is 20 and I'm 24)

I thank you respond you schonmal f?r all