Saturday, November 13, 2010

Who goes by the H�lle once it remains

Hi folks,

It's been somewhat l?nger that I wrote last time, daf?r it is now more important.


Today I started with my diploma thesis.As is known from my last thread, my studies was approaching the abyss.


And everything - planet Liebe.de ?ndert itself with a single day Forum


At this point still a gro?es Dankesch?n to all those who then advised me that implementation and to survive this Pr?fung if necessary "Violence".
Now a little history: I went to the FH to make advise me as I continue k?nnte shortly after my post.It turned out that the outcome of the Pr?fung f?r a change at the FH is irrelevant and I some semester ?berspringen k?nnte.
The results of the first part came out the same day mid-June.


15 50-Point I thought although not intoxicating but still more than much. The cut was ?brigens 17 points. Thus the utopian 40 achieving points to reach 30 50-point dropped, based on the border of the last year.


N?chsten weeks geh?rten completely this second part exam. The preparation for this exam was like a small H?lle f?r me. I have never been so much f?r something learned how f?r this crap. With several bottles of beer I could distribute the lousy thoughts of impending failure. Then it was sometime if 1.08.2010 0900 D-day. The exam went I go down with the courage of desperation and desire, not without a fight. Then the ?berraschung: the retreat was really even feasible. The hierarchy has probably realized that in the first part ne lousy exam made and as part of two brought the easiest exam, I had ever seen that.


The exam I have had a huge smile on it, as no longer and spread the mood, it really gets k?nnte was written. Then I went first to the nature one to properly celebrate. The euphoria held a a few days. A week after that but I came across the Gr?beln. Was it enough? They set the cut high because the second part exam was so simple? Are there results in good time before the Einschreien best I date of the FH? The H?lle went further and I could actually encourage me really nothing.
The days passed and I made so much au?er in my B?ro University to h?ngen rum and my CAD Hiwi jobs to make and drink many many beer also nnicht in August. It was great weather and I had much time not even rumzubasteln but don't feel like nothing on the car. Now it was so slow end of August and the results weren't there always yet. At the 30.8. 2 Days before the deadline I am then times and got nachgehakt.You could tell me though even if I have passed but still tell my score me.30.5 50.The h?rte not bad to and I should assume that I have passed, you wanted to promise me however. It then was two days sp?ter.Wednesday evening gabs ne system release results aush?ngen. I have me gef?hlt, as s??e I in the landing Messenger that 1944 the K?ste of Normandy to drove briefly before opened the front cover. Well since I was through. I durchssuchte lists and finally found my number. 45.5 Gesammtpunkte ? 3.7. 5.5 Points ?ber of the pass line.
B?M!
GODLIKE
A really loud "strike" I could not resist me, just as little as with my Vuvuzela by my Hauptgeb?ude and cheerfully herzutr?ten before me. Everyone should know it.
The n?chsten days were simply sch?n. I was simply only a good mood. The last H?rde was taken and I can abschlie?en my studies after acceptable 13 semesters. Was only an internship report make some constructions in the workshop to bring possible to manufacture and to find a dissertation topic.Said, done.These were things I've done way.
But just about one and a half weeks after the message that has brought my life back on track this moods which partially appearance, so a properly negative mood is in me in there and I me not erkl?ren can they were back.Roughly identical to the I the weeks before the second part meeting and before the receipt of the result.My little world should be handy in order.If I have what to do at the University in the handball at work or when I gamble with other Battfield or StarCraft II, it goes with my mood and I am relatively good mood.If I can do nothing but times and it unfortunately is Saturday where my friends from University home drive, spend the evening with your friend or make nen P?rchenabend where there eh no Spa? single I come right worthless to me.
Fr?her was different.It was ?berhaupt no problem, if times nothing went on a Saturday night.I got you, read a little humbling, watched, geh?rt technological base or went skating simply times at night.Everything easy.Today, however it seems to everything so pointless me partially.Unfortunately wei? I currently ?berhaupt not, what is going on with me.The main reason f?r my emotional problems of last week has in wohlgefallen aufgel?st but I f?hl me often so as if he still there w?re.


Thanks for reading


 

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