I have a problem. So maybe it's even none but currently not I somehow so... wei? not where to start the view.If it somewhat unstructured - I gave my best.
So it comes to my girlfriend, me and our housing.
Zun?CHST little background: we are together almost two and a half years. We were together in a graduation year and met so more or less the end of the school. Is my first really l?ngerfristige relationship (previously iwie merkw?rdig rumgegurkt...max 3 months).
I have then made volunteer, pauses a year because not taken at the University and have just now study started. It has now become to 3. Times starting to study...I think it has now found its way, but was also so back and forth (what their parents in a way blame sind...Sie comes with those not so very good clear...). It is also now to 3. Times moved but is ungl?cklich your new flat. I, however, live (haha) <><) So great is now: we had lately much controversy. Stands at your point, I stand on my and there's apparently gro?e discrepancies. We have us gern...eigentlich really (I wanted the word sagen...naja not). I will take off, she will move... even if we already few times ?ber discussed the topic: f?ngt to reconnect. I definitely wei? prefer now together consider me w?rde. And what I want – I no longer wei? 
I come me honestly also bit d?mlich above. Said to me, if we consider there's more sex and more Alkohol...sollte because not actually any man directly onto jump? I finds class ehrlich...aber iwie 
I'm afraid. I'm afraid it's too fr?h that it f?r is me the H?lle and disconnect after 3 months. Maybe I have also just afraid to ?ffnen me so far.2-3 Years or her...Zusammenziehen again is a completely different level. Au?Erdem I was hoping also that we have once again a sch?ne time and less hassle before we take in attack... but so? At the moment? This is me too ?berst?rzt. I have said it already but she only said that I myself to abandon history this and you sometimes must jump into cold water.
Klar...danke...Super.I have real fear that dick goes in the pants. It goes to sleep like fr?h, gem?tlich home is almost always game night whatever > celebrate (and even then she will so fr?h home 
), I'm more spontaneous Lebemensch of times just what macht...ohne to plan.But this is not more... even if she says yes she would go sleep fr?h and is today unfortunately nothing more and I am then away zuf?llig calls and nat?rlich realizes that I not at home around hocke, then to wei? 100% protected "Ok this is noise". So things ala
"Are you doing what hey today?"
"Yes I am Achso grad only to eat, then just continue to the XY"
I can forget Ehm...das. It is then first sau pissed and secondly eifers?chtig because I prefer"how" or their situation (if it is just sick, problems once again at home or elsewhere) not geb?hrend note.
Do you know the Chinese metaphor that a bird like in the open hand zur?ckkehrt? The Ja...ICH wants pure market not too much pathos but so a little bit go to me.W?RDE they never betr?gen or you intentionally hurt but iwie...die question: which is better, if we live or not?
Achso, then comes Moreover, that since about 2 months on sexual level anything goes.I habs in the offensive way tried me her anzun?hern (must Yes cuddle equal sex sein...nackt w?re schonmal a start)
Desire I can not necessarily.Sometimes choose things ok, sometimes not and I somehow equal the gef?hl "Ok I habs perverted"...Abwechslung is difficult because I me this just bit insecure f?hle sometimes and rather "Standard programme" w?hle... is good sometimes but naja...ich hab erz?hlt that when she was l?ngere time away, I imagined to sleep with her her times and the rest of her k?nnt you think.Ehm...ja.We had a half weeks dispute deswegen...Ihr realizes schon...das actually from earlier is actually pretty gro?.
There are times because I think "Yeah, I love you" and then there's moments, I'm not so sure.There goes your way on the nerves me and I sometimes before wei? on XY react (only times by the way: it is assozial I am anything else even if we have argued on the phone?)(Do I then bek?mmert equal a thoughtful and deep?).
Just it's simple damn difficult f?r to choose Yes or no.This decision on a good gef?hl had hoped out days to get hair (even when it comes to housing and different experience on the study and life planning often) meet for k?nnen and we not every 2-3.But naja...es is always different, not ^ ^
So that's a big sum, wei? I.I w?rde me nevertheless very gl?cklich sch?tzen if you give a bit me advice k?nntet.I am you on your answers and w?nsche in the same sense a sch?nen evening.
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